Tuesday, 13 October 2015

Me.


"Hi, it's me again! I'm just another boring guy that keeps messing with people's life" Well that's me for sure... but I guess I’m not going to talk about that since most of the people I've encountered have the same thought.

Beg my pardon if none of you guys can understand my kind of sentences, I really have trouble with expressing my feelings into words... the other thing is that my post in this blog are mostly based on my unseen stories... hmm I bet you guys smell mystery right?? So, feel free to follow me on twitter, Instagram and Soundcloud if you want to know me better (will be post later... most probably in my next entry)... Okay... let's start!

Beforehand, I personally recommend you guys to watch Disney Pixar Inside Out! Somehow it did express the definition of life to me (literally).





Back to the topic, I opine that making friends can be easy as falling off a log but sometimes it can get so hard which make you tremble to death... I did encountered both types situation in making friends... One thing for sure is that I hate being in some sort of an awkward kind of friendship... and the other thing is keeping a friendship last is not my specialty... Have to admit, I'm totally awful in this matter... So… Please bear with me…

Indeed, my mood does swings every single second I'm facing the fact that I'm not going to be able to be with the ones I'm being with now.... Everything came into my head like it is THE END. Boom! Flashbacks... the good and bad ones... I would totally shut myself up feeling bummed out and keep thinking about the probabilities of that may encounter on these relationships. Death. Departure. Marriage. Further Studies.

To be honest, I am the kind of guy that enjoy keeping photos and music. Somehow they helped me in tremendous ways on the journey to find inner peace by reducing my despair. I used to love taking selfies. I stopped for a reason which one of my friends made me realize. Don't know whether to thank him or what but anyway life’s a lesson right? So thank you dude!

Next, I really enjoy singing and playing musical instruments. There's a day I had a dream of performing on stage with crowds giving me a round of applause. Well, I guess those dream will just stay as a dream. Never had the chance or to be exact never had the courage to do something like that though. Hahahahaha… So RIP to those dreams.



Till my next post guys :3 later ~

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