Childhood

I miss them… of that I’m sure…

Well I’m not that kind of boy that lives in a castle, owns everything he wants and make people do his things… but as long as I can remember… I was one happy little boy… Regardless the facts of everything… I choose to be carefree… at least… I used to be happy…

Hahaha I know it is kind of awkward… but from my experience, I found that as we grow older, we tend to learn something new, meet tremendous types of person and unexpectedly… we tend to change so much… that we are so insecure of all the things around us… We are so afraid of the people that judge… Most of us became hypocrite in hope that people will stop judging them… to tell you guys the truth… None of them will stop… People are never grateful… and they’ll never will be… including you and me…

For me… being matured has nothing to do with the things you choose to do, to watch or to blend in… It’s just completely different from that! The sooner you guys realize this the better…

I did have my childhood buddies… and only god know how much those moments meant to me… We used to cycle every evening, been power rangers, fighting stray dogs and destroy insects... I insisted to be the red ranger though hahahaha... I really missed them… Wish that I had took photos with them… Wish that I’ve told them how much they meant to me… right before we lose everything… Now, there's no doubt that everything has changed… awkward to be precise…

I will miss you guys too... Although it’s just a matter of time before all of you took your own path… I am grateful at this particular moment… To be your friend, your jokes and your enemy (I suppose)… Till we meet again… FRIENDS…

..…TQ…..