Me.

"Hi, it's me again! I'm just another boring guy that keeps messing with people's life" Well that's me for sure... but I guess I’m not going to talk about that since most of the people I've encountered have the same thought.

Beg my pardon if none of you guys can understand my kind of sentences, I really have trouble with expressing my feelings into words... the other thing is that my post in this blog are mostly based on my unseen stories... hmm I bet you guys smell mystery right?? So, feel free to follow me on twitter, Instagram and Soundcloud if you want to know me better (will be post later... most probably in my next entry)... Okay... let's start!

Beforehand, I personally recommend you guys to watch Disney Pixar Inside Out! Somehow it did express the definition of life to me (literally).

Back to the topic, I opine that making friends can be easy as falling off a log but sometimes it can get so hard which make you tremble to death... I did encountered both types situation in making friends... One thing for sure is that I hate being in some sort of an awkward kind of friendship... and the other thing is keeping a friendship last is not my specialty... Have to admit, I'm totally awful in this matter... So… Please bear with me…

Indeed, my mood does swings every single second I'm facing the fact that I'm not going to be able to be with the ones I'm being with now.... Everything came into my head like it is THE END. Boom! Flashbacks... the good and bad ones... I would totally shut myself up feeling bummed out and keep thinking about the probabilities of that may encounter on these relationships. Death. Departure. Marriage. Further Studies.

To be honest, I am the kind of guy that enjoy keeping photos and music. Somehow they helped me in tremendous ways on the journey to find inner peace by reducing my despair. I used to love taking selfies. I stopped for a reason which one of my friends made me realize. Don't know whether to thank him or what but anyway life’s a lesson right? So thank you dude!

Next, I really enjoy singing and playing musical instruments. There's a day I had a dream of performing on stage with crowds giving me a round of applause. Well, I guess those dream will just stay as a dream. Never had the chance or to be exact never had the courage to do something like that though. Hahahahaha… So RIP to those dreams.

Till my next post guys :3 later ~

Friendship

First things first, ASPerians are all assigned to do this blogging stuff (SSK1000 practical work) for this wonderful semester. Hopefully, things will be okay until the 7^th (last) post. So, here goes mine.

It all started when I was laying on my bed trying to find a topic to publish for my blog. Then, I decided to google "Does friendship lasts?" To be honest, this is one of the biggest wonder of my life. Perhaps some answer might help me to look on the positive outlook of my biggest wonder.

Basically, here are some feedbacks that caught my attention:-

"Some friends are in your life for a reason while others are in it only for a season. Life is all about change and so must your relationships if you are to really grow."

"No. Friends don't always come and go. You will find some that last. However, the people that come in your lives come in to complete a particular purpose. Just learn from what they teach you and appreciate the memories that you shared. You don't need a lot maybe just one or two. I have had friends come and go. But true friends will come back and even if you don't talk, don't see each other, those bonds will always remain."

"Friendship lasts forever... Not friends"

Source: https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20070327022704AA8JVMQ

"Friends forever means that I get to really see myself reflected everywhere. It means that we will know each other through good times and bad. It means that if I make a mistake in our friendship, we can talk about it. If my friend makes a mistake, we can talk about it. It means that we have no borders, no places where we say break our relationship.

Friends forever means that I must face my pain, instead of hiding it. Facing my pain means that I get to heal my pain.

Friends forever means that I understand I am nothing and everything at the same time. It means that I am you and you are me.

Friends forever means that we are never alone.

Friends forever means that we are conscious of our own true nature and connection.

Friends forever means that I get to love you and be loved by you and grow that love."

Source: http://www.sivangarr.com/blog/blog_24.html

"A friendship can last forever, yes, but it cannot exist in the same state forever.

After being friends with someone for a long time, odds are that something will happen to alter or even compromise the friendship. Maybe you two move apart. Maybe you two get in a fight. It could be anything.

However, friends that last make up and move on. This might not happen right away. The gaps in the friendship could be many or few, and last for a few days or a few years. What matters is that they always come back together in the end and remain friends."

Source: http://www.collegenet.com/elect/app/app?service=external/Forum&sp=49498#346354

Here are some quotes that I found mesmerizing in so many ways.

”We didn’t realize that we were making memories, all we knew is that we’re having fun.”

“Enjoy the little things in life… for one day you’ll look back and realize they were the big things.”

Personally through my experiences, I have to agree with the fact that friendship does last but it will never be the same. Anyway, just live as you are going to die the next second and appreciate every memory you’re holding on to and the ones that made you YOU!